How I Won The War

“Laugh and the world laughs with you, cry and you cry alone.”

Masturbate in a crowded room and everyone just watches- wide-eyed and pretending to be terrified, but they are into it, because if they weren't they would stop you before you came-- not after.

 Just as there is the conflicting desire among the onlookers to start beating along or run out of the room, so too is there a conflicting simultaneous response in man to cry with another and attack him/her for being so weak and pathetic…

If you want to cry then I’ll give you something to cry about.

These examples are microcosmic variations of a schism in man which causes most people to be so uncomfortable simply existing, they unconsciously hate themselves for reasons they can’t understand.   Many people live in a world they will tell me is full of hatred, every man out for himself. Inside is outside, or in other words “as above, so below”… Which is to say if you accuse the bulk of humanity to be greedy, selfish, ignorant and egotistical it is because those are the qualities you have offered most abundantly in your human interactions- the technical term being projection. I hear some say “you are what you believe” and other who say, “You are what you do”…  To me they are inextricably linked: we act and perceive based on a structure of reality composed by our beliefs and expectations which blind us to any course of action or perception beyond those that adhere to our belief structure, limiting the possibilities of the human experience to the realm of mindless, habitual routine.

Some truly brilliant research into the nature of reality now shows that nothing “material” is definitively solid, and everything is everything else.  All the so-called “material world” is really a holographic projection taking place inside what we have called our brain, as a result of responding to information received as a result of fluctuations in electromagnetic and the strong and weak nuclear forces that compose the universe.  The material universe as we know it, is, as all the ancient teachings suggest, an illusion. That isn’t to say this material reality is not real.  It is real, per se; only it is no more real or illusory than any dream from which you have ever awoken.  I can control my dreams because my beliefs remain in my body as my consciousness explores.  Simple physics can help explain: principles of elementary physics will teach you that: a) the first dimension can be comprised wholly in a dot, and it does not exist; b) the second dimension is a plane made up of connected 1-D dots, and it does not exist; and c) the third dimension is made of three 2-D planes, and it does exist.  Similarly, three-dimensional reality is simultaneously both real and not real- it is a question of perspective.  To a forth-dimensional life form 3-D is hardly a reality at all, the same way a proton is hardly a drop of water yet still fundamental to its existence.   Material reality is simply a projection of the information available once passed through the human filter.  I learned to control my life in the same manner I control my dreams when I understood the difference between reality and dreams is a matter of maintaining a consistent focused perspective of how the information that flows through my body is affected as I consume and project it.

It will soon be realized, eventually even taught, that the only space as we know it is equal to the expanses of one’s imagination. Space is limitless because it is a reflection of the human mind’s capacity to create.  As what is known and what is knowable to humans increases, the size of the universe grows to reflect the density of knowledge in the human morphogenetic field. Your mind is creating your world and the reason it is so similar to my world is that we are both at the whim of interpreting the same information.  The differences in our perception come from- among many other influences- our beliefs, which are essentially expectations based on experience, or the unfortunately more common expectations based on others’ experience. If not for expectation and belief, there would be no way of discerning the difference between “dream” and “reality”.

Schoolbooks say that space is composed of vast expanses of nothingness, spotted with islands of life that burst forth magnificent shows of light and love.  People are the same way. Droves of lemming-like lollygaggers consume their way through their experience while like-minded individuals and galaxies of life eventually and naturally gravitate toward one another in a magnificent show of the gravitational force of a human heart consumed by love. If love and hate can ultimately be a conscious choice, perhaps the circumstance of nothingness and somethingness is also a conscious decision.  I would suggest that the theoretical “big bang” was preceded by no more than the desire to be something rather than nothing. The force behind the creation of the universe is akin to the force behind a human's desire to live an unconventional life outside the current cultural isolationist blueprint for happiness and success that only seems to construct an emotional and spiritual house of tissue paper.

Fallen soldiers are scarcely remembered while kings yield living examples, but both possess a mantelpiece in their hearts atop which the same flame on the same candle dances brilliantly. If so then love is no choice at all but an art form that not every man is able to perform, and must content themselves with cynically reserving love to the realm of likeness-to-addiction, and enslave their will to the acquisition they find most satisfying to pursue…I wonder why there is no clinical definition for an addiction to money.  What individual, after all, could possibly need a billion dollars?

It has been said that ‘grace rarely makes sense to those looking in from the outside’… and the same is most certainly true of psychosis.  Shitting in your sock drawer can make sense until someone comes along and shatters that misconception by calling you crazy.  All in all most humans immersed in western culture are following the same course of action.  Some are doing it much faster than others and our culture calls that outstanding, but to speed along the path to mediocrity and socio-cultural stagnation is even more foolish than walking the path to the one laying some fucking bricks of his own. 

History is filled with proud men and women stepping on who they can to achieve their goals of getting as many people as possible to have heard or read their names. If you want, you can try to have your name written into history.  I find more mystery in my story and don’t bother much with his.  History - his story… Mystery - My story… I like that play on words.

If the Earth is a quantum experiment than surely we are its most active -yet controllable and predictable- subatomic particles. Who then are the scientists conducting this experiment, and what of their intentions? If “god made man in his image,” surely our capacity to create is unparalleled in the material universe. We are all the scientists at the helm of this experiment which we create with our expectations and I invite you to wake up and indulge in the divine behavior that is our legacy, consciously steering our universe toward another in a collision of cosmic copulation until we’re all jerking it in the same theatre in order to bring this state of consciousness to a higher level.

The role of living beings in the universe is to act as a filter of information in which the need for new life forms can be assessed and produced by nature at large; it flows into us one way and flows out of us another way, affected forever by the vibratory content of our electromagnetic body. Where most life on Earth is a filter of information, Humans can be called a catalyst of transmitting whatever information they receive, so make the choice to embrace what you can and love it fully and honestly while you have it, so the information you send into the universe will be filled with the power to turn seeds into trees, lead into gold, and Humans into Gods.

“Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law.”

And before you run along screaming that I quoted Crowley and therefore am an evil Satanist, I offer this misinterpreted quote in its full context:

“Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the law. 

Love is the Law, Love under will…  Without love, compassion, and reverence for all life, a powerful soul can damage, or even destroy another soul.  Love must be the foundation of all higher learning"

The wisdom of the past is the light of future

Don’t let modern concepts and opinions keep you sub-human any longer.

Fear is unnecessary if the difference between life and death is only a matter of perspective.

S

Waveform Communication

Would it be that terrible if we didn't speak?  What do you suppose would happen if we sat here silently and shared each other's gaze? I understand we have only just met and there seems to be a mountain of separation between us, yet I can't help but think of how special this could be if we would stop speaking and pay attention to what is really happening between us.

            When people say "there is electricity between us" most don't realize electromagnetism is precisely the force affecting them. 

I tell you how our hearts are electric machines doing far more than simply pumping blood through to the rest of the body.  Seven layers of muscle wrap around the heart in all differing angles, so when the heart beats it squeezes from every possible direction and creates a vortex of electromagnetic energy that surrounds our bodies with a sensory field most people have heard called their "aura". 

This field is extremely sensitive, and if you were to pay attention, you would understand that your five senses are secondary to the information you receive from your heart field.  In fact the sensory organs are queued by the aura to start processing information in the first place.  The heart field interprets information void of intellectual/rational/emotional processing by going strait to the heart, which is actually composed of 60% neural cells, and we understand its determinations as our feelings and intuition.  We have two centers for processing sensory input, and the brain actually sends more information to the heart than does the heart send to the brain. 

Let that sit a moment…

All computing done by the brain is secondary to the information received and processed by the heart, but since our brain tells us that our bodies are the boundaries of our physical being, we dismiss most feelings we get.  A warm feeling over your solar plexus, the hairs of your neck raise- all of these sensations are reactions to stimuli interpreted by the heart field. For example if all of a sudden you get warm and have to remove your jacket, when for every moment prior you had been comfortable with it on, consider the possibility that something has consciously and directly influenced your body.  Most people don't think about why it is that they are getting warmer.  Would you laugh if I told you that simply ruminating on the depth of my love for you my field changed in a way that your heart field interpreted, causing physiological adjustments in your body to make you feel more comfortable, manifesting as enough comfort to remove an article of clothing?  Probably you would.  You are well educated, and none of your teachers ever told you that was possible.

But you say, “We’ve only just met, how can you love me”?

I ask you to feel it instead of trying to understand it rationally.   Whether or not we are aware of it, as soon as our fields met they began exchanging information.  You know everything there is to know about me, and I you. I can’t explain my love with words, they are dead.  Words are what our bodies do to satiate the mind while real communication takes place.  Any words we voice only undermine the connection we share by involving the brain in a process of love it doesn't understand. 

Would it be that terrible if we didn't speak?  I am sitting here, with you sitting near. What do you suppose would happen if we sat here silently and shared each other's gaze?